曾经最爱的dido, life 4 rent

i haven't ever really found that i call home
i never stick around quite long enough to make it
i apologize that once again i' m not in love
but it's not as if i mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking
it's just a thought, only a thought

chorus: but if my life is for rent and i don't learn to buy
well i deserve nothing more than i get
cause nothing i have is truly mine

i've always thought that i would love to live by the sea
to travel the world alone and live more simply
i have no idea what's happened to that dream
cause there's really nothing to stop me
it's just a thought, only a thought

while my heart is a shield and i won't let it down
while i am so afraid to fail so i won't even try
well how can i say i'm alive?

but if my life is for rent and i don't learn to buy
well i deserve nothing more than i get